Ilebaye Wager Diary Session: “Venita hurts My Soul With The Words She Said” – ‘BBNaija AllStars’

• Ilebaye Wager Diary Session: Benita hurts my soul with the words she said.

• She spoke about the issue she had with Soma and Mercy.

• She also spoke about the altercation that emanated between her and Venita.

Ilebaye: Ceec said I am leading by bad example, Biggie said that I feel Venita is saying things to provoke me, probably she is just being Venita.

Biggie: How is life being the HoH?
Ilebaye: It is just there, not too stressful, I have to do less of going down the stairs.
Biggie: What should Biggie expect from the wager?
Ilebaye: Expect intelligent ideas and sweet task, I am positive we will win the wager

Biggie: What do you think about wager task Bickering?
Ilebaye: We are all different, people handle things differently too. I told them we wouldn’t eat breakfast, we would finish our task first.

SHE SPOKE ABOUT THE ISSUE SHE HAD WITH SOMA AND MERCY

Ilebaye: I understand that when others (HOH) did wake me up, I did take my time to wake up but I still ended up contributing towards the wager task. They were saying that I wasn’t listening to previous HOH’s and I was refusing to wake from sleep.

Biggie: Do you think the housemates have given their 100% on the wager?

Ilebaye: Some housemates have given all their efforts, the ideas they came up with are actually so nice. I would say most of them have given 90%.

Have you been a good leader?
Ilebaye: To me, I did my best, I have to listen and see people from their own point of view. I have done my best to be a good leader but I don’t know how others see it.

A special treat should you win your wager?
Ilebaye: My spirit is so low, I need nice words from you that would make me happy and blush. Something that would make me happy for the rest of the day.

Biggie: Why is your spirit low?
Ilebaye: Ceec told me that you said I am a bad leader and I am leading by bad example. The words Venita has been using on me, I think she doesn’t know they hurt me.

SHE HAS A THIRD THING ON HER MIND WHICH SHE REFUSED SHARING WITH BIGGIE

The third thing on her mind, she refused to say.
If you need Biggie to encourage you, he needs to have all the information
Ilebaye: I think I am just overthinking things in my head and something just clicked. She said she would be ok.

Boggie: If the house loses the wager?
Lock the rest of the house in one room, and treat me special throughout the week because I did my best. Keep me in one room, play a song for me, and say nice words to me. You should give me special treatment because I am the head of house

Biggie: What roles have you played in the task?
Ilebaye: Adekunle brought idea and I added to the idea, I have been going around and making sure things are done. I have had sleepless night thinking about the wager. I have been carrying the whole house on my head, being the head of the house is not easy.

SHE SPOKE ABOUT THE F!GHT SHE HAD BETWEEN SHE AND VENITA

Venita said words that made me feel so low of myself. She had said things that hurt me and made me look down on myself. That reminded me of what people said to me in secondary school that I just couldn’t do anything for myself without my Dad. During the party, she gave me food, I ate it because I don’t intentionally like making people look bad. Venita likes taking the title that she is the one doing all the task in the house. She wants to take all the glory. The words she said to me really hurt my soul. Ceec, Mercy and Pere came to console me.

In Ilebaye wager diary session, Biggie asked her: Are you the HOH because of your father? Are you a finalist because of your father? You won the Superkomando task, it wasn’t easy. Wear your crown, stand fit and don’t let anyone make me feel bad. I am not a weakling, I am a strong girl and I can do anything myself without my father.

Biggie: Now you are HOH can you empathize with your previous HOH? All the days they had to beg you to wake up, do you now know how it feels now?
Ilebaye: She said yes. She said she apologized to Cross, she did a lot to him because she was upset with him. She apologized to those that left already and she said she would apologize to the rest.